On the Edge of Epiphany

[mlerules]

It's so close...but I don't wanna push it too hard. It'll come when it's ready. No C-section for this doozy.

It's really more of a feeling I'm aiming for rather than an idea/articulated concept/pithy saying. Contentment and acceptance are nigh. Much remains unknown, but I'm caring less and less 'bout that.

What process brought on this attitudinal shift? Simply starting to type 'bout it and realizing how I wanted it (it = how to deal 'n' feel w/whassup). And so I make it so...

And in the doing regain some much-needed and desired...something. Dunno what. Yes, I do: equanimity. BAPAMAP. At the core, at my core: faith in myself. This is good. I am pleased.

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[quetz.livejournal.com]

One can reach for nirvana, but never know just how far they have to attain it. The path is more important than the destination.