Contest of Wills - My Own
Apr. 11th, 2006 10:49 pmFiguring stuff out: when to let things go and not let 'em bug/bother me. I can do it...but it ain't always easy. Hoping (thinking/seeming like) it gets easier as I gain experience and engage in more practice. Took mere minutes this last time. Getting better/easier. Repeated processings help.
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Date: 2006-04-12 06:34 am (UTC)methinks i've spent too much of today in my (and other's) head(s) without expending any physical energy...so now i'm bouncing off the walls...and somewhere else (hopefully up yonder?) i'd have the freedom to go out the door and start walking, wandering, roaming around right now...i loved doing that at other times of my life and in other places...memories abound...walking along the train tracks w/a Dear Friend, putting down a gold(ish) dollar coin (don't even wanna try spelling Sacajeweya) on the track, noting where i put it, then returning several months later, knowing i'd find it...and finding it...this symbolizes the power of hope to me...it's in my wallet...those walks are very precious...and done with...
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Date: 2006-04-12 01:33 pm (UTC)