Contest of Wills - My Own

[mlerules]

Figuring stuff out: when to let things go and not let 'em bug/bother me. I can do it...but it ain't always easy. Hoping (thinking/seeming like) it gets easier as I gain experience and engage in more practice. Took mere minutes this last time. Getting better/easier. Repeated processings help.

Comments

[ladyegreen.livejournal.com]

That's an excellent point that doing this is something you/we have to train ourselves to do and that it can be done if we discpline ourselves to do so.

[sidhefire.livejournal.com]

Me: oft-times, I simply retreat into a bathrobe, bottle of merlot.. & contentment w/the world I've created around me....
Life is good. & I share.

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

yeah...i like the life i've created here too...how can i even consider major change...yet i do/am...fear, trepidation...glee, hope...balancing act(s)...feeling...something...lots...tons...right now

hope your fr fries and cleansing and rest of eve's been super swell...i'm bouncy...and punchy

boing boing boing...and did i mention silly

[sidhefire.livejournal.com]

Well, if I might be presumptuous(taking a stab at the spelling).. life is better up here... and what you planted/created down there.. could flower into full growth in this environment.. whatever else.. I think that you, as an individual, could flourish in the pacific north west... I want to introduce you to the environment in Olympia.... and Seattle.. I think that for you & delerium3 it would be like when ulesegisa came for a visit.. and just never left... You belong here. You already feel like friends of my heart.. and I'm waiting for you to come home.

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

thx much for saying this...good words/thoughts/feelings...really truly madly...(um, that's good, that is)

methinks i've spent too much of today in my (and other's) head(s) without expending any physical energy...so now i'm bouncing off the walls...and somewhere else (hopefully up yonder?) i'd have the freedom to go out the door and start walking, wandering, roaming around right now...i loved doing that at other times of my life and in other places...memories abound...walking along the train tracks w/a Dear Friend, putting down a gold(ish) dollar coin (don't even wanna try spelling Sacajeweya) on the track, noting where i put it, then returning several months later, knowing i'd find it...and finding it...this symbolizes the power of hope to me...it's in my wallet...those walks are very precious...and done with...

[sidhefire.livejournal.com]

Wandering: Freedom & safety too.. where we live, we rarely even lock the doors to the house. The cars and garage never get locked up.. once it gets a wee bit warmer, I'm going to put a tent up out back, so I can sleep outside when I want to.. about 3 minutes from our house is one of the "rails to trails".. which is where they have taken old railroad beds, and turned them into very lengthy walking/bicycling trails... this one goes for about 10 miles through rolling countryside...

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

and please, be pre-sumptuous, by all means...sumptuousness appreciated...and post! And you weren't (w/out hyphen). And you spelled it spot on (just looked it up and all).

ah, this explains...

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

I think that for you & [info]delerium3 it would be like when [info]ulesegisa came for a visit.. and just never left...

Re: ah, this explains...

[sidhefire.livejournal.com]

ulesegisa has told me often, that even if he & I hadn't fallen in love, he still would have moved up here. He has often said that coming up here felt like coming home.. the tall trees, the lush green growth, lakes, different seasons of the year, and just the attitude of everyone who lives up here... from everything I know about you and delerium3 you would fit in up here like pieces of a puzzle... and ohhhhhh.. the art scene....