Asking Ain't Getting

[mlerules]

So, I've expressed my desire. And it (seems like it) ain't gonna happen. So I adjust my method/mode of satisfying needs. Work remains, but one of the first important steps - acceptance - is proceeding well.

And things may change, but I ain't gonna bank on that happening. I'll go w/What Is for now. In part b'c if'n things change lots - or not at all - that's something to learn from and be aware of to deal with (or not ;-) down the line.

Not gonna go off now 'bout Stability vs. Inflexibility and/or Rut/Paralysis. This tension's under the surface, not causing tension or being tense, mind you, just a slight awareness of the connection/relationship 'tween 'em. The Status Quo remains static.

Once again it's down to the difference(s) between Words & Deeds. Tempered w/TIME...glacial vs. speedy and everything in between...with no apparent agreement as to what's right or reasonable or appropriate. Mebbe the gist/guts actually resides here, in the Time/Timing factor...more thinkie-thoughts will occur along such lines.

Meanwhile, though, it's time to get on w/life... :-)

Comments

[shutt3rg33k.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I admire how committed you are to self-awareness and growth.

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Thanks - appreciated.

How's things by you these days?