And Now

Dec. 31st, 2008 08:49 am
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It's SNOWING! Huge puffy white flakes. Lots of them. Falling from the sky. Um, yeah, snow. WHOO-HOO!

Feeling glorious. My fave drug's sleep dep. Usually tho I prefer dictating the circumstances of its ingestion. Nowadays sleep's just not coming. Snatched a couple hours yesterday morning. Will try for a few more sometime mid-day today. Slept last night, actually, but 'twasn't quite enough.

Am thrilled to be thrilled at the snow that's happening. Been feeling...off/odd/disconnected a bit this past week. (Steroidal overtones, certainly.) Baize's been tossed over the birdcage of my emotions. Annoying stuff slides off my back like water off a duck's. Good stuff's noticed and appreciated, just a shade removed. It's incredibly zen.

Feels a bit as if I'm waiting. Not for anything, mind you, just BEING. Mebbe BEing more than waiting, now that I think on't. There're cycles to lives, seasons, selves, all things. Good quotes go here, but I'm not thinking of any off-hand right now so feel free to suggest some in comments.

Intuition's largely a matter of figuring out when it's time to act and when to wait. Juggling's required at time...keeping the mass of ducks in the air so they don't all land on the floor at the same time's wise. It gets messy otherwise. But sometimes, when the ducks're flying 'round all nicely on their own, it's best to sit back and watch, to set a spell and see what havok's been wreaked and/or avoided. I'm in favor of a measure of havock and chaos myself. (I'm generally in favor of spell-checking or at least keeping the possible misspellings consistent, but I'm clearly not bothered by't right now.)

To twist a papal line: Love 'em all, let God sort 'em out.

Filters currently in place: Very Few. Feels like I can say anything. Feels like I can do just 'bout anything to, but nothing's springing into mind onto the ToDo white-board of my soul. Now's more the time for quiet contemplation and reflection of where I've been and where I'm going and what's up and where's it all at anyway. I'm quite liking it. I'm happiest with people in my life. I've got a whole mess of great people in my life now.

Next up: hot tea. Then mebbe some food and/or a nap.

Date: 2008-12-31 07:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mlerules.livejournal.com
Don't forget to tailgate, too. And talk on the cell-phone whilst applying make-up and texting.

Date: 2008-12-31 07:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] edwardmartiniii.livejournal.com
Of course -- I totally forgot about that. My bad.

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