Patterns Recognized...Resolved: No Postholing

[mlerules]

Flash o' something like a pan hitting my head last night (but w/out the physical pain ;-). Then pulled runes which helped focus some things. Try as I might, knowing intellectually what's Right and Good and Unwise and Downright Stupid, yet still noticing myelf/some part of me tending to revert to old patterns, to fall into tried-and-proven-unwise ruts.

Okay, now that I've realized it, now what? I think I know what not to do, but I'm not quite sure what To Do, how (best?) to avoid this set of pitfalls. It'll take some time. It'll take some practice. It'll take some (*gnash*) patience. Really tricky bit: not really sure how to test whether it's working or know if'n I'm on the right track/headed in a better direction...other than wait and see and...something else...there is more I can do. Oh, yeah. Right. THAT's it. Good.

Not gonna agonize over this. Gonna get on w/life keeping a higher level of awareness of the issue(s) and possible pitfalls I could dig for myself, fill w/sharp stakes and/or snakes, then plunge myself into/onto and instead avoid these puppies like the plague, including not wandering close to those edges or even pulling out the implements of pit-diggage.

Mebbe time to set a few goals and satisfy 'em...

Today's for FW08 prep. Very much looking forward to this w'end! And the next one and the one after that...

Comments

[glitch25.livejournal.com]

Not a fun road to walk at times, but I dare say you're not alone. Hang in there!

[(Anonymous)]

thx - MLE

[quetz.livejournal.com]

You do not have to be what you may have been. You decide.

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

I know this in my head. What I'm struggling with is figuring out How to go about being the person I'd like to be, 'specially when my Heart (or whatEVER 'tis) starts talking bad crap to my Head which needs to talk back and stay strong and stay the course. I need to synch 'em up better, methinks...and that's part of what ain't so easy.

[sidhefire.livejournal.com]

See you Soon!

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Yupadoodle!

[tazladys.livejournal.com]

Sending my love and support on your journey

Hugs

[wildwoosi.livejournal.com]

{{{{Hugs}}}}

If there's anything I can do to help hide the shovel, fill in the pit, file off the sharp stakes or tame the snakes... you know where I live :)

Getting close to squee-ing on the FW...

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Thx, 'preciated muchly.

[vismaya-viewer.livejournal.com]

Awareness and mindfulness are great first steps; it's hard to modify behavior when you're blind to it, so at least you're on the right path. *hugs*

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Thx - hugs and encouraging words very much appreciated.