mlerules

Flash o' something like a pan hitting my head last night (but w/out the physical pain ;-). Then pulled runes which helped focus some things. Try as I might, knowing intellectually what's Right and Good and Unwise and Downright Stupid, yet still noticing myelf/some part of me tending to revert to old patterns, to fall into tried-and-proven-unwise ruts.

Okay, now that I've realized it, now what? I think I know what not to do, but I'm not quite sure what To Do, how (best?) to avoid this set of pitfalls. It'll take some time. It'll take some practice. It'll take some (*gnash*) patience. Really tricky bit: not really sure how to test whether it's working or know if'n I'm on the right track/headed in a better direction...other than wait and see and...something else...there is more I can do. Oh, yeah. Right. THAT's it. Good.

Not gonna agonize over this. Gonna get on w/life keeping a higher level of awareness of the issue(s) and possible pitfalls I could dig for myself, fill w/sharp stakes and/or snakes, then plunge myself into/onto and instead avoid these puppies like the plague, including not wandering close to those edges or even pulling out the implements of pit-diggage.

Mebbe time to set a few goals and satisfy 'em...

Today's for FW08 prep. Very much looking forward to this w'end! And the next one and the one after that...