Poopiness

[mlerules]

Feeling poopy. Not so much physically, although I am feeling run down/exhausted after really not doing very much today other than walking 'round some at the zoo, certainly nothing near enough to justify this level of tiredness.

I don't appear to have an appropriate icon for this feeling/type of entry. It's not the wacky stressed out UglyDoll-icon I found so appropriate during moving & preparation for same. And it'll pass...it always does...and w/out anywhere the excruciation of a kidney stone. Just recording the blah to see whether it's related to anything else going on (or not going on) in hopes of better understanding and/or recognizing a pattern and ultimately figuring out whether there's anything I can DO 'bout it (IT = either the circs which led to this feeling or the feeling itself). Hence the giant silly Froot Loopy eyeball icon: eye spy sugary b-fast cereal. Yup. It's as if I'm talking just to hear myself talk (only substitute "type" for talk...or something...or other). It's almost as if making a record of my feelings/thoughts makes me/it/them more real/valid/valued/relevant/something.

I sorta feel like wet laundry that's been bashed on a rock in a river...but rather than being spread on a dry flat rock in the sun to dry I've been tossed into a corner, forgotten, to molder.

Somewhat reluctant to press Post, as this is but a momentary snapshot of a far more complex place: my interior. Nothing to worry 'bout. Move along...

Comments

[stacymckenna.livejournal.com]

I also feeling "blah". And this aftergetting up early to go to church and actually sing with the choir, taking a long afternoon nap, and mellowing in front of the 'puter all night. Just no drive/motivation. At. All.

Makes keeping up with the toddler even worse than usual.

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Singing w/the choir - very cool!

Re: entropy...it almost feels as if something's going around...really far around though if'n both you & I are being affected by it.

[stacymckenna.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Wishing we were still close enough to offer "I'll come over and help motivate".

Though your new place sounds FABULOUS! I'm so happy for you!

[sidhefire.livejournal.com]

*hugz* *virtual tea*... Tomorrow will be another beautiful day... why not take a picnic and a book & go to your little local park & just relax & ignore the boxes for a day?

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Much as I'd LOVE to, I need to take care of insurance & car repairs ASAP - need to get the windshield replaced before cancelling the CA ins and now BOTH my headlights're out (unacceptable) - luckily I've got 'til the end of the week to get it all done, but I really need to get the ball rolling tomorrow. And then there's the smog check for OR registration...ack. So, I ain't gonna get 'round to more unboxing for l'il while anyway!

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Thx for hugz & tea. And o'morrow'll be just lovely. It's just that I spent an hour on the phone w/the ins folks on Fri and until it's all resolved it's gonna bug/worry me a bit. Once I get more stuff done I'll feel better.