Feeling Mildly Unsettled
Apr. 1st, 2007 09:57 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mlerulesCompounded by multiple dreams of missing trains. For one who tends to be early rather than late, this bugs me to no end, 'specially when 'twas not a matter of showing up too late but instead getting off at a stop to stretch/pee/eat then not getting back on before it pulled away from the station, thus leaving me/us stranded in bu-fu nowhere. *ARGH* ('Twasn't my fault - I relied on others w/negative results - yet I assign myself the blame for not handling things better.)
My universe has been expanding. Perhaps I haven't taken 'nuff time recently to let changes start to settle, instead darting to and fro, taking in more input before all the rest's in place properly...or at all. Not sure whether or how much it all needs to settle or make sense or be figured out...but feeling as if s'more mellowness is called for for a time. ...or more 'round mi casa...
Feeling mildly unsettled. Not sure what to do 'bout it, if anything. Been going on (on 'n' off) for a couple of days. (Hasn't negated my fun, just been background flutterings of dis-ease now 'n' again 'tween doing things...or upon waking or as I'm floating off to sleep.)
Feeling PO'd that the landladies didn't have the hottub up 'n' running by the time I arrived (a couple of weeks after they moved out), 'cause there've been several occasions when it'd've been great to soak w/friends and on my own over the past nearly two (2) weeks, but instead I'm just paying a freaking outrageous sum to heat the water that's not ready to soak in...and wasted money & opportunities bug me.
Not quite sure how to deal w/this feeling. It's a gorgeous day out - sunny w/blue skies and lots of white fluffy clouds which make overtake the sun as the day goes on - and I have fun plans for the day (brunch at Madison's Grill, a trip to the zoo w/pirate music c/o Cap'n Bogg & Salty, topped off by Sinferno Cabaret at Dante's tonight). So I am gonna have a fine time, regardless of this mild unease...which is already dissipating like so much ground fog.
Hmm. I think I'll feel better when my place is more settled and I'm not surrounded by quite so many boxes. So guess I'll work on that mixed w/fun and get to a more settled space where I'm feeling better 'bout it. At least now I've got a patch of floor in the living room so when I had![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
firedaisy over for tea last night we had a bit of room to sit and chat. Okay. I've figured out what I'm gonna do to help resolve this feeling: I'm gonna catch the train today over at/by the zoo (runs 'tween the zoo & the rose gardens) and dispel this concern 'bout missing trains.
EDIT: Dangnabbit. The trains don't run 'tween the zoo & rose gardens 'cept 'tween Mem'l Day & Labor Day. I WILL MAKE THIS HAPPEN IN ANOTHER FEW MONTHS THEN! Guess I'll take the zoo loop anyway to get the damn train fixation outta my system. ;-)
EDIT2: It's possibly b'c I want someone special to share this all (life) with...
EDIT3: Mostly all dissipated now...and replaced by anticipation of the day... Okay. Guess what this all means is that I'm being mildly moody.
My universe has been expanding. Perhaps I haven't taken 'nuff time recently to let changes start to settle, instead darting to and fro, taking in more input before all the rest's in place properly...or at all. Not sure whether or how much it all needs to settle or make sense or be figured out...but feeling as if s'more mellowness is called for for a time. ...or more 'round mi casa...
Feeling mildly unsettled. Not sure what to do 'bout it, if anything. Been going on (on 'n' off) for a couple of days. (Hasn't negated my fun, just been background flutterings of dis-ease now 'n' again 'tween doing things...or upon waking or as I'm floating off to sleep.)
Feeling PO'd that the landladies didn't have the hottub up 'n' running by the time I arrived (a couple of weeks after they moved out), 'cause there've been several occasions when it'd've been great to soak w/friends and on my own over the past nearly two (2) weeks, but instead I'm just paying a freaking outrageous sum to heat the water that's not ready to soak in...and wasted money & opportunities bug me.
Not quite sure how to deal w/this feeling. It's a gorgeous day out - sunny w/blue skies and lots of white fluffy clouds which make overtake the sun as the day goes on - and I have fun plans for the day (brunch at Madison's Grill, a trip to the zoo w/pirate music c/o Cap'n Bogg & Salty, topped off by Sinferno Cabaret at Dante's tonight). So I am gonna have a fine time, regardless of this mild unease...which is already dissipating like so much ground fog.
Hmm. I think I'll feel better when my place is more settled and I'm not surrounded by quite so many boxes. So guess I'll work on that mixed w/fun and get to a more settled space where I'm feeling better 'bout it. At least now I've got a patch of floor in the living room so when I had
firedaisy over for tea last night we had a bit of room to sit and chat. Okay. I've figured out what I'm gonna do to help resolve this feeling: I'm gonna catch the train today over at/by the zoo (runs 'tween the zoo & the rose gardens) and dispel this concern 'bout missing trains.EDIT: Dangnabbit. The trains don't run 'tween the zoo & rose gardens 'cept 'tween Mem'l Day & Labor Day. I WILL MAKE THIS HAPPEN IN ANOTHER FEW MONTHS THEN! Guess I'll take the zoo loop anyway to get the damn train fixation outta my system. ;-)
EDIT2: It's possibly b'c I want someone special to share this all (life) with...
EDIT3: Mostly all dissipated now...and replaced by anticipation of the day... Okay. Guess what this all means is that I'm being mildly moody.
