Concentration

[mlerules]

Concentration. Concentrate...distillation...essence. Focus. Stillness. Serenity from purposefulness, from purposeful striving, from choosing a direction - or having one chosen for us or realizing we're headed there so should stop fighting it and work towards it. In mildly biz terms: proactively striving. Feels like I spend more time searching for a direction than heading anywhere in particular. Roaming. Wandering. Making my way. Finding my way.

Flying Northward this evening. Then driving further Northward. Will collapse in Sonoma, hopefully before quiet hours strike the jacuzzi. I'll be quiet, I just wanna soak, even if - 'specially if - it's pouring rain. Will leave work/school behind. Can do this fairly well, often. Perhaps too well. Not gonna concern myself w/this now. Must go now and deal w/the day...do what I must...do what I can.

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see you tonite...

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Car info: Grey Hundai accent, Lic: 5HQX883. Yes, its the worst car I have ever driven, its like trying to guide a metal wheeled roller skate, at 75 mph, on a rainy day, at the ice skating rink, whoops, here comes a turn. Oh, and its top heavy.