Concentration
Apr. 8th, 2005 06:34 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mlerulesConcentration. Concentrate...distillation...essence. Focus. Stillness. Serenity from purposefulness, from purposeful striving, from choosing a direction - or having one chosen for us or realizing we're headed there so should stop fighting it and work towards it. In mildly biz terms: proactively striving. Feels like I spend more time searching for a direction than heading anywhere in particular. Roaming. Wandering. Making my way. Finding my way.
Flying Northward this evening. Then driving further Northward. Will collapse in Sonoma, hopefully before quiet hours strike the jacuzzi. I'll be quiet, I just wanna soak, even if - 'specially if - it's pouring rain. Will leave work/school behind. Can do this fairly well, often. Perhaps too well. Not gonna concern myself w/this now. Must go now and deal w/the day...do what I must...do what I can.
Flying Northward this evening. Then driving further Northward. Will collapse in Sonoma, hopefully before quiet hours strike the jacuzzi. I'll be quiet, I just wanna soak, even if - 'specially if - it's pouring rain. Will leave work/school behind. Can do this fairly well, often. Perhaps too well. Not gonna concern myself w/this now. Must go now and deal w/the day...do what I must...do what I can.
