Short Quick Ramble

[mlerules]

Even as I tell myself not to worry and just "be me," I find myself worried just a l'il bit: that I come on too strong, too much, too fast, too too too...and as a result become off-putting, annoying, worrisome, overwhelming. *sigh*

I fountain and spout...and SO wanna fill up containers that're open and receptive...to share...to...something. To have more than a nibble, more than a precious bite. I wanna consume and in so consuming create more. I wanna burn brightly and thereby create my own oxygen and burn even more. Love Is Like Oxygen.

Life is NOT too short. It's right here and right now. Damn...I'm getting off-line to continue living it now.

Hmmm, not quite yet: if'n who I am IS lots/much (p'rhaps "too" to some), then it's up to THEM/YOU to handle it as well as to me to ease up as I feel/think appropriate...but I'm gonna shine through so eventually it's gonna come out. Guess it does matter though at the beginning not to scare 'em away though.

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[ebony-sphynx.livejournal.com]

If you get online again, and see this, and if you're not busy on this fine Friday, would you like to go adventuring with me? It is my day off surprisingly and I think it's too beautiful out to be inside all day...wanna go beach wandering again or meander about elsewhere? I miss you and adore you, just as you are! Thank you for letting me get to know a little of you.

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Aw shucks, sweetie - thank YOU for caring. So sorry, but I've got other plans for the day. Enjoy! I'm not actually invited to o'morrow's thingiemabob and I've got a play I'm going to at the Steve Allen Theatre...but I'm planning on being delerium3's +1 so will show up sometime late-ish.

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Oh Oh Oh - THX SO MUCH FOR THE LETTER/CARD FROM YOUR TRIP! Made me SO happy to get chance. Sounded like a great trip. I wanna do trains now...