Waking Back Up

[mlerules]

It's as if I've been asleep, or zombified, or somehow not really all here, or not quite myself, or something, for ages now. Finally - and at long last - I'm feeling more like myself...or perhaps simply just feeling MORE. Cannot easily describe it. But it's quite positive.

Have been culling lotsa carp lately. Lotsa physical stuff's going out (Free Geek, Village Merchants, Savvy Plus, Goodwill, recycling, garbage). Apparently, emotional stuff's getting aired out as well. Releasing stuff, letting myself feel more again, allowing certain thoughts to linger, thinking forward more (even as I enjoy the moment(s) as they pass, too).

Uncertainty re: future remains, but a measure of confidence has returned. Phew!

Comments

[gcuvier.livejournal.com]

I'm glad that you're feeling more awake. Doesn't decluttering the stuff and the mind feel wonderful?

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Oh, yes, indeedy!

[evilgerbil.livejournal.com]

I hear you. I, too have been stumbling around blindly running into all sorts of things that hurt. Someone finally helped me find the light switch.

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Glad you're seeing things more clearly now, too. May this continue...