It's Getting Easier

[mlerules]

Bit by bit. Day by day. Not always easy. Sometimes quite difficult. But it's all for the best, not to mention inevitable. (Heh - rationalization/justification remain good friends ;-)

Licking my wounds. Moving forward. Fits 'n' starts. Making a point of enjoying Portland and what she has to offer.

Feeling at times as moody as the weather: water flowing copiously one minute and bright 'n' sunny 'n' peppy the next. Managing to lose myself in moments more 'n' more. Dancing at last night's Pagan Jug Band show worked really well for this. Hadn't realized quite how much I needed that. May do it again tomorrow eve (to completely different music though ;-) Or not. Looking forward to deep disco this weekend. Much needed, much desired.

Am now blasting music and taking care of stuff 'n' things. Moving forward. Leaving the past behind. Heading towards something. Won't say what quite yet. Some of it's unknown...but'm okay w/this for the nonce.

Soul's starting to soar once again. Sweetness abounds. Sloughing off slough of stuck-ness.

I may never understand. That's okay. I've come up w/narratives that serve to explain some things. Truth's a tricky creature.

Comments

[ignusfaatus.livejournal.com]

kinda wraps around like a labrynth? and ya, I totally think Portland is a she.
Maybe Seattle is a he? The zoo was cold. Watching flamingoes made it seem colder

[clayshaper.livejournal.com]

There used to be a commercial during the Portland (Roses?) parade where they would be explaining that yea, so it raised a lot, but only except for a couple of months a year when the Rain god goes to visit her brother in Seattle... O:) I'm guesing that means she is a she. ;)