Pleased/proud of myself for not freaking out when I learned of something that could've (but shouldn't have) and didn't bug me and/or knock me for a loop. If I want more, then I must either ASK for more or WAIT for more to develop. Patience is needed. Perhaps so is figuring out the right time/way to address the MOREness aspect of things. As in the sales world, if you don't Ask, you don't Get. For the nonce, I'm working on Patience. Perhaps under the radar considering the other, too.
Paths meander, sometimes crossing. They could cross more, but shouldn't develop into swords, 'cause when those cross, sparks fly. Some kinds of sparks are delightful when flying though. Gotta work on which fire(s) to kindle: those that produce the good kind of sparks and result in bright hot warming fires (not conflagurations).
I prefer consumption (by fire or otherwise) that produces more energy and other resources than it consumes. I want to start more nitrate-film fires where it's emotions (energy sources & products) not film that's burning. Emotions can be draining, but also inspiring, recharging, revitalizing. Wanna increase the positive flow whilst decreasing the negative flow. Renewable resources rock! (Love as a wellspring - more comes out as you feel more, apply more, find more, use more.)
Paths meander, sometimes crossing. They could cross more, but shouldn't develop into swords, 'cause when those cross, sparks fly. Some kinds of sparks are delightful when flying though. Gotta work on which fire(s) to kindle: those that produce the good kind of sparks and result in bright hot warming fires (not conflagurations).
I prefer consumption (by fire or otherwise) that produces more energy and other resources than it consumes. I want to start more nitrate-film fires where it's emotions (energy sources & products) not film that's burning. Emotions can be draining, but also inspiring, recharging, revitalizing. Wanna increase the positive flow whilst decreasing the negative flow. Renewable resources rock! (Love as a wellspring - more comes out as you feel more, apply more, find more, use more.)
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Date: 2005-08-17 07:42 am (UTC)