Long Drawn-Out Process
Sep. 22nd, 2011 07:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mlerulesAnger, fear, acceptance, questioning, wondering WTF?!, self-recrimination, analysis, shrugging of shoulders in disgust, more WTF?!, more anger, nausea, another round of acceptance andn "it's for the best"...it's gonna keep on going for a while. Trying to keep the hamster-wheeling to a minimum though, and find more productive modes of figuring stuff out and dealing w/stuff w/out hitting overwhelm.
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delerium3's Rx for heart-ache: Stay Too Pooped To Pout, yesterday my body was too beat to do much more than simple stuff 'round the Hive. I did manage to read lots (finished One Salt Sea w/tears in my eyes and've now launched into The Great Book of Amber aka The Complete Amber Chronicles - Vol 1 - 10), which helps, but'm still finding my heart aching. Well, it's gonna happen. It's what happens.
If'n 'twere easy 'n' simple just to give up my hopes & dreams of the past several years, that'd somehow be worse, TMM. And so I soldier on, doing what I must and what I can. This, too, shall pass. At least I know I will love and be loved again...sometime, somehow, by someone or other.
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delerium3's Rx for heart-ache: Stay Too Pooped To Pout, yesterday my body was too beat to do much more than simple stuff 'round the Hive. I did manage to read lots (finished One Salt Sea w/tears in my eyes and've now launched into The Great Book of Amber aka The Complete Amber Chronicles - Vol 1 - 10), which helps, but'm still finding my heart aching. Well, it's gonna happen. It's what happens. If'n 'twere easy 'n' simple just to give up my hopes & dreams of the past several years, that'd somehow be worse, TMM. And so I soldier on, doing what I must and what I can. This, too, shall pass. At least I know I will love and be loved again...sometime, somehow, by someone or other.
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Date: 2011-09-22 03:12 pm (UTC)This has never worked for me. I just end up tired and sad. Time and processing is the only thing that works for me.
:: hugs ::
(Hugs help, too.)
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Date: 2011-09-22 05:08 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2011-09-22 05:35 pm (UTC)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vSXUCSCovEM
It works for Judy
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Date: 2011-09-22 11:02 pm (UTC)Time and staying too pooped to pout--mix well, add friends. Be well.
Anon
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