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Realization: Commuting by air tires me out far less than by road. I'm home at the Hive for not much time 'tween trips to and time at CopperMoon this month...yet I'm thoroughly enjoying my time here w/l'il recovery/recharging time needed. Achieving and maintaining BAPAMAP quite nicely. Heh, well, at least I'm TAKING the time, which may make a difference to how long it takes to reach BAPAMAP.

I timed yesterday (Tu) just right: woke up nice 'n' early after Monday night's Snuggleversary (2nd) w/Amazing [livejournal.com profile] lighfoote (ALF), leaving at just 'bout their usual time w/loves [livejournal.com profile] lightfoote & [livejournal.com profile] wildwoosi, getting to experience a bit more of life together after a long weekend of same - and liking it quite a bit, too...as New R-ship Energy (NRE) evolves into Mature R-ship Energy (MRE) (not any less or worse, just different - characterized by Smiles of Joy 'n' Chunky Peanut-Butter Moments) - w/brilliant splashes of MNRE-glow after geography/time-apartnesses.

Time apart lets you treasure time together even more. It's harder to take anything for granted when it's relatively rare 'n' sparse. Thinking now I really want to hear more of Desert Solitaire read aloud. Ditto reading more Phantom Tollbooth aloud myself. Hmm, lemme know when you're up for it, eh, [livejournal.com profile] vismaya_viewer & [livejournal.com profile] stinkynunzios. No worries re: when. Just know I'm interested and happy waiting 'til whenever's right for ya'll.

I so enjoy and NEED times such as these - when I'm home w/time to read, think, knock about tidying, shrinking piles o' carp, culling, doing things I often think 'bout doing but rather than beating myself up for not doing 'em, just doing 'em...in between postings and thought-bubbling such as this one. ;-) Balancing thinking 'n' doing. Doing while thinking and vice versa. Planning spinning juggling w/out even moving my hands...setting the gears in motion and then watching 'em move on their own, now again filling the sail w/wind and mixing metaphors up in my galvanized mental pressure-cooker, letting the mind waonder as it will, putting the pieces of memory away into jigsaw-puzzles, into filing cabinets...letting the webs & yarns weave and threads interlace and tiny fizzy bubbles lift me up, appreciating the richness of my life, of the people who choose to share it w/me (IT = life, theirs, mine, ours...drinking of the wonder, the joy, the awe, sustaining the peaceful islands carved out from the chaotic seas of sand, diving down doorways in the sand, listening to the music, making music, being the music...living art.

Mini-Epiphany(tm): One of the reasons I quite like large gatherings/parties is the multitude of opportunities to find and share people's soul islands w/them. Yes, each person's an island and we each die alone, but we're not dead yet, so let's take advantage of the time and opportunity and desire to share of ourselves w/those interested...getting to know others a bit better, camping out on their islands and inviting them to spend time on theirs. None of this getting voted off nonsense though.

Sharing desires, thoughts, possibilities...tapping into & exploring communal wellsprings of creative juices, sharing resources (mental & emotional & spiritual as well as physical), manifesting possibilities. This I long to do, do do, and love doing! Okay, so THIS is something I want more of in my life. What do I need/want to get rid of to make room for more of this? Distance is one thing...ah...heh...good, NOW I know what to burn for Woomancipation this Saturday (annual ritual burning of the old to make room for some new/more of what's desired/needed): those miles in between here (Hive) and there (current manifestation of CopperMoon). Symbolically: the slices outta the map that ALF & I figured weren't really necessary for our lives. Oops, 'cept now we'll have to leave in at least a bit of Fed'l Way.

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Last night's concert was great. Could wax all poetic 'bout it, but now my mind's on getting going w/the map-quest reduction project for Woomancipation. And there're dishes and piles o' carp awaiting my attention, so I'll sign-off for now and get back to my occupations outside the ether. More posts'll likely spin out throughout the day...

Date: 2009-10-07 07:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] siouxiequeue.livejournal.com
I love your thinky posts, they get me thinking too, interesting new directions and vistas...
*love* - see you at wooomanicpation!

Date: 2009-10-07 07:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mlerules.livejournal.com
Well, m'dear, this last Sunday evening w/you 'n' [livejournal.com profile] suddenlynaked was precisely the sorta Good Time I love having/spending w/Dear Friends to make me smile and appreciate the goodness and richness of life. Thanks for being a part of it.

Date: 2009-10-07 07:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] siouxiequeue.livejournal.com
Yes in deed... that was quite mutually Good...

thank *you*

Date: 2009-10-07 08:00 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mlerules.livejournal.com
Wanna increase the Goodness w/lunch at/near your place this Mon, 10/12/09?

Date: 2009-10-09 06:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] siouxiequeue.livejournal.com
yes! lunch on the 12th sounds purrrfect - come by the G spot and we'll cobble something nice together, eat out on the patio if it's warm, inside in the warm if not :-D
just give a call when you're heading our direction :-D

Date: 2009-10-10 01:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mlerules.livejournal.com
Yay! I'll call before I head out. Any time better/worse for you folks or does Noon-ish work?

Date: 2009-10-10 02:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] siouxiequeue.livejournal.com
noon-ish is just right, actually :-D

Date: 2009-10-07 07:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sidhefire.livejournal.com
Beautiful post! Thank you for sharing bits of you...

Date: 2009-10-07 07:33 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mlerules.livejournal.com
There're lots of bits of me - pull off one and 8 more sprout ;-) - glad you like it/'em!

Date: 2009-10-08 08:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vismaya-viewer.livejournal.com
We're down with reading anytime, while happy to have a slice on your map. ;o)

Date: 2009-10-15 10:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ebony-sphynx.livejournal.com
Thank you for sharing this with me. It describes my brain very well at the moment...though I haven't got enough energy after over 24 hours of traveling to accomplish much of anything. The pure joy, nearly overwhelming sadness at leaving my newest friends, cleansed-soul-feeling is incredible. I did so much, learned so much, and loved so quickly that it's like I've scrubbed out a great deal of emotional baggage.

The song, Go Places, that you sent me says what I can't. Want to chat with you soon about that topic.

I love you more every day.

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