Feeling A Long Post A-Brewin'
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mlerulesFeeling particularly cryptastic today, as in not really wanting to say too much b'c I'm not really sure what I'm thinking/feeling/experiencing. Or mebbe it's a question of not wanting to go into too many specific details b'c of the aforementioned reasons (uncertainty as to whassup within/around)...whatEVER. *takes a deep breathe and blows steam/hot air/bubbles/out like a whale*
At a crossroads, perhaps. Looking forward. Making decisions. Prioritizing activities/expenditures of time/energy/me.
Feeling perhaps a bit stir-crazy. Not enough time to get out and start anything that I could finish in a timely manner and/or I'm feeling lazy and a bit sore today. Stretching's good. The feeling of accomplishment from getting stuff DONE is marvelous. Need a good bath pillow b'c the tub's calling and I've got the bestest ever bubbly bath stuff and'm wanting to soak and chill and read...and mebbe I shall do just that.
I find myself Right Now thinking ahead. So, right now I'm contemplating the Future. As far as "just being" goes, it seems to so often be about making plans, considering options, or perhaps remembering the past. How to JUST BE? Well, a long hot bubbly bath w/a good book would work wonders at Just Being :-)
Okay, enough of this. Whatever bug was up my butt just ain't coming out (perhaps eaten by the resident winged monkeys)...so it'll wait.
Oh, wait: blahblahblah about making judgments/being judgmental, about being scattered, about being focused, about settling down, about being torn, about making choices/decisions/letting things be w/out necessarily choosing...yet failing to DO anything 'bout a status quo sitch can allow it to remain. Fear of change battles w/fear of No Change. Back to stuck in a rut-ness...Nothing Lasts Forever. *sigh* No judgment here. No sadness or gladness or goodness or badness.
Feeling incredibly pleased, happy (to point of giddiness at times of late), lucky/blessed w/all the wonderful people around me and in my life.
At a crossroads, perhaps. Looking forward. Making decisions. Prioritizing activities/expenditures of time/energy/me.
Feeling perhaps a bit stir-crazy. Not enough time to get out and start anything that I could finish in a timely manner and/or I'm feeling lazy and a bit sore today. Stretching's good. The feeling of accomplishment from getting stuff DONE is marvelous. Need a good bath pillow b'c the tub's calling and I've got the bestest ever bubbly bath stuff and'm wanting to soak and chill and read...and mebbe I shall do just that.
I find myself Right Now thinking ahead. So, right now I'm contemplating the Future. As far as "just being" goes, it seems to so often be about making plans, considering options, or perhaps remembering the past. How to JUST BE? Well, a long hot bubbly bath w/a good book would work wonders at Just Being :-)
Okay, enough of this. Whatever bug was up my butt just ain't coming out (perhaps eaten by the resident winged monkeys)...so it'll wait.
Oh, wait: blahblahblah about making judgments/being judgmental, about being scattered, about being focused, about settling down, about being torn, about making choices/decisions/letting things be w/out necessarily choosing...yet failing to DO anything 'bout a status quo sitch can allow it to remain. Fear of change battles w/fear of No Change. Back to stuck in a rut-ness...Nothing Lasts Forever. *sigh* No judgment here. No sadness or gladness or goodness or badness.
Feeling incredibly pleased, happy (to point of giddiness at times of late), lucky/blessed w/all the wonderful people around me and in my life.
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Date: 2008-09-18 09:39 pm (UTC)I actually really like your cryptastic posts.. they stretch my brain.
See you Saturday!