Beware, Worms

[mlerules]

Early bird and all that... This whole patience thing...so what'm I supposed to do or rather what'll work or rather what'll work best/well which means what'm I wanting/waiting for anyway? In other words, how do I amuse myself while waiting to see, how do I keep busy, with what/whom do I occupy myself, my time, my energies...and in the meantime do/will my paths shift like the staircases at Hogwarts and is that okay and/or am I okay w/that? Now 'n' again I've had the ability to focus closely and intensely and intently on a project (such as school). I admire focus and concentration, 'specially when it's passionate. Not even sure right now whether what I like is the underlying passion or its expression/manifestation or the product(s)/end results thereof.

Okay. Less time thinking and more time doing = today's agenda. Shift carp up (to attic) and down (to basement), plow through papers, deal w/stuff 'n' things, get ducks ready to line up in a row.

Hmm. Perhaps work on patience exercises. Or perhaps it's a matter of having faith - relying on intuition? - that things'll work out and/or fall into place and regardless - this may be key - making the best of whatever happens. Issue = finding fault / placing blame upon myself for not doing a better job of making plans, setting planetoids in motion, lining ducks up in a row, being prepared.

No, nothing major - or even minor - is currently worrying me. But there's a bit of something nagging at the back of my mind or in the bowels of my soul letting me know that I should be DOING something, something else or something more or something or other, 'cept I don't really know what it is or how to figure it out and just waiting 'round for lightening to strike...well, mebbe that's precisely what I should do: do what's needed 'round here, look forward far enough to avoid surprises, let the mini/maxi-epiphanies hit as they will (like so many chunks of frozen ice traveling at high rates of speed), 'cause they will NOT be herded...'cept sometimes they will. Gentle prods and time. Patience.

Faith. Confidence. Stirred, not shaken. More sleep soon, hopefully, and then...on w/the day...on w/life.

What's it doing being nearly 6am and as dark as pitch out? Has the sun gone on vacation and left it's dim-witted younger sibling in charge of lighting up the sky and is s/he not taking on the job w/as much seriousness as the Summer sun?

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[sheistheweather]

Has the sun gone on vacation and left it's dim-witted younger sibling in charge of lighting up the sky and is s/he not taking on the job w/as much seriousness as the Summer sun?

*giggle* I like that.

Many thinky-thoughts, it seems, Em. I'm also in a thinky-thought stage for other reasons.

I'm babbling. It's 5:59am, and I leave for work shortly.

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Yes. I like the idea of turning 'round to point in the desired direction. 'Cept what I sometimes find happening is that I end up spinning like a top, or perhaps a compass works better for this line of analogizing. All I know is, sometimes it feels like I'm on the top of a range of mountains surrounded by ducks looking up at me expectantly then proceeding to dance what could be a spiral dance or a labyrinth and I'm never quite sure they aren't going to up and fly South for the Winter anyway... *pouts at not having a duck icon*

[vismaya-viewer.livejournal.com]

Sometimes I feel those nagging tinges, like a kick in the belly from the thing growing there. I always think of the Gaia Consort song 'Drawing Down the Moon' when Christopher sings, 'a belly of dreams that's almost foaling'. All things have their gestation periods and from what I have observed in the past, the universe seems to be unfolding exactly as it should. Even though I don't have a clear destination or a reliable map to follow, I'm trusting that I am on the right path to where I am to 'be'. It most certainly manifests patience and acceptance while going against the flow of our culture that we should always be 'doing' something. ;o)

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

It most certainly manifests patience and acceptance while going against the flow of our culture that we should always be 'doing' something.

Thanks for the reminder...'preciated.

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Potluck.

[evilgerbil.livejournal.com]

Any chance I could get a place to stay over Turkey Day weekend? I got an impromptu bug to visit Portland.

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Quite possibly...sorta depends on where I'm gonna be though as far as getting a key to you.

[evilgerbil.livejournal.com]

Aww, you won't be around? Maybe just for a little bit? I will call this weekend.,

[delerium3.livejournal.com]

You could exercise Fluffy.

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Gotta lug along the fire extinguishers though, which're heavy...