Compilations

[mlerules]

Feeling another compilation coming on... Have dedicated a couple of late to current potential sitch (short for situation...with a hint of switch), but am feeling nearly ready for another. Currently listening to everything on my computer (15.81 gigs of misc music, NPR downloads, commercials, etc.) All connections to who I am, what I'm feeling/going through, where I'm headed, where I've been, possibilities, options, potentialities. Feeling massively energized...interesting considering the Sleep Dep I've been playing with recently.

Here's a good sign: when you're so looking forward to seeing someone in a few hours (even though it's only been a few hours since you were last together) that everything's rosy & bright, that music which has at times driven me nearly to tears now swells my heart, that the stars shine bright even when hidden behind a driving rain. I do so love being foolish/silly/giddy... I far prefer the roller coaster ride to the golden mean. I wanna live the highs (and suffer the lows) rather than live in a self-induced lithiumesque stupor outta fear of getting hurt. 'Cause life's gonna hurt at times, again and again, like it or not, but in the meantime, it's full, wonderous, rich, varied, new, exciting, fab. Spiralling up and up and up...hoping to explode like a firework...b'c there's tons more where that came from...I've unearthed an unquenchable spring of life/love to delve and dip into and drink deeply of...damn illiteration's dandy! (Murky metaphors noted.)

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[stacymckenna.livejournal.com]

Here's a good sign: when you're so looking forward to seeing someone in a few hours (even though it's only been a few hours since you were last together) that everything's rosy & bright, that music which has at times driven me nearly to tears now swells my heart, that the stars shine bright even when hidden behind a driving rain. I do so love being foolish/silly/giddy...

A-fuckin'-men!!!