Toulouse Englehardt
Apr. 12th, 2005 09:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mlerulesMy new fave band name.
Epiphanies exploding in my brain like popcorn under a blow torch. Wonderful feeling!
I think I'd prefer teaching adults to children. It's okay. I've got 5 years from...when? Thinking this May. And it takes 1-2 years go finish up, so I've got 2 years to play (plus an extra for whatEVER). So, mebbe I should get a M.A. in something. Probably English. I could teach community college. We shall see. Not a bad idea. Must look into GREs (absolutely fucking ack...but at the same time I relish the challenge - I think I'm smart enough to excel...or can study well 'nuff, which is NOT the same thing at all). Natural magic v. ritual magic. I'd prefer the former, but there IS a place for the latter...'specially if'n the former's just not strong enough. On the border of deciding to do this, of falling off the cliff, of taking the dive...nothing's holding me back. I don't need to make this public. but of course i am by typing this and posting this. so, this is a test. do i follow my trad'l e-mail rule of No Delete? Hmm - nope. diff venues (modes of communication) require diff rules. still figuring this out. and them out.
So much more to come out. dunno if it will.
A diff Tu night crowd than usual, but what grand fun!
Epiphanies exploding in my brain like popcorn under a blow torch. Wonderful feeling!
I think I'd prefer teaching adults to children. It's okay. I've got 5 years from...when? Thinking this May. And it takes 1-2 years go finish up, so I've got 2 years to play (plus an extra for whatEVER). So, mebbe I should get a M.A. in something. Probably English. I could teach community college. We shall see. Not a bad idea. Must look into GREs (absolutely fucking ack...but at the same time I relish the challenge - I think I'm smart enough to excel...or can study well 'nuff, which is NOT the same thing at all). Natural magic v. ritual magic. I'd prefer the former, but there IS a place for the latter...'specially if'n the former's just not strong enough. On the border of deciding to do this, of falling off the cliff, of taking the dive...nothing's holding me back. I don't need to make this public. but of course i am by typing this and posting this. so, this is a test. do i follow my trad'l e-mail rule of No Delete? Hmm - nope. diff venues (modes of communication) require diff rules. still figuring this out. and them out.
So much more to come out. dunno if it will.
A diff Tu night crowd than usual, but what grand fun!
