Notes For Future Reference

[mlerules]

When feeling a bit down and lonely and alone and grey and olde and in a still-fairly-unknown city w/out any close friends nearby, perhaps it's best to consider carefully the movie-choices one makes. Saw Notes On A Scandal this afternoon. Sad. So sad. So incredibly sad.

I want to be home. 'Cept I want home to be here. I don't want to be alone. I want my cats and my stuff and my friends...and someone/something special I don't have anyway, so it hardly matters WHERE I am now anyway. I wanna curl up into a ball. I wanna be held tight and close. I wanna be loved. I want to experience and feel manifestations of love.

Tuesdays aren't supposed to be like this.

Comments

[shutt3rg33k.livejournal.com]

Mebbe not the kind of love you're wishing for but I love you bunches.

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

thx, sweetie

[delerium3.livejournal.com]

HUGS!

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

thx

[ebony-sphynx.livejournal.com]

It must be a Tuesday. I never did get the hang of Tuesdays. Ah well....

I would like to second all said in your post. I don't think I will ever be able to watch that movie again because it was so mean and sad. In spite of it though, Judy Dench is swiftly becoming a woman I adore. Not as much as I adore you...so never fear.

I would love to cuddle you and sip tea with you and giggle and whine and wine and snuggle and perhaps even snog, if you'd permit. I miss you already and it's looking like you might be right and that I won't be able to meet up with you anytime soon. I keep telling myself that it's only a week and a half more. More like two weeks though because of recouperation time. Sigh. I love you, darling. Thank you for becoming my friend and companion.

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Hee...just looked up the cartoon. (For me for so long Tuesdays have been very nice and wonderful b'c I'd have folks over for dinner often w/Finn McCool's for music...and then they morphed into Date Night and recently they've morphed back to dinner w/friends, so spending Tuesday alone, 'specially w/everything else earlier today, was too sad. Feeling SO much better now though!)

Thx so much for all you've said - and for becoming my friend & companion. You're so very dear to me.

Even if'n it's not now or yet or even that soon, do know I'll miss you madly when I leave, but I know you'll only wish me well, knowing it's a good thing for me (and if not, then only a short-term thing) to be up here...and I do hope you'll come visit for the Greenergy and everything else that's so grand up here. IF all works out (not counting chickens before hatched), I'll have a dedicated guest bedroom which'll be waiting for your visit(s). (Actually, this is one of my requirements for ANY place I rent up here, 'cause I want lots of visitors.)

[redefining-self.livejournal.com]

True. Mondays are supposed to be like this. :)

Tuesdays are supposed to be the stoicly resolved days. Wednesday is the Glass-Hlaf-Full day (or depending on your outlook the Glass-Half-Empty day). Thursdays are supposed to the be the Light at the End of the Tunnel day. And Fridays are supposed to be the Run Around like a Chicken with it's Head Cut Off day preparing for the rest of the weekend.

Then Saturday and Sunday are the two days where we get to feel human and wonderful again.

At least that's more or less my week. :)

However unfortunate it is it's hard to fulfill the desires you have at the moment. However, there is no end of empathy for you and appreciation of your state of mind.

I suggest you track down a copy of anything Monty Python and have yourself a good laugh. :)

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Thx for the suggestion...and the good thoughts.

***

Feeling far better now!

[sidhefire.livejournal.com]

You're only 2 hours from us!.. *throws a hug your way down I-5*

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

thx for the hug and for chatting this eve...gonna SEE you soon for more in-person chatting...yay

[aliveinside17.livejournal.com]

Oh I'm sorry. I know this feeling(these feeligns) well. I just saw Little Children by myself and it put me in a horribly odd mood. It was just like the book though, so that made me happy. But i went home thinking about illicit affairs, and child molesters. Not happy things.

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Thx for the sympathy - appreciated.

Ooooh, hope you find/do something to pull you outta the mood you got in from that movie...but not 'til you're ready. Emotionally powerful flicks/moments are good...they remind us of important things we need not to lose sight of, even if'n we cannot always focus on such things or we'd go mad. *hugz*

[skarlett.livejournal.com]

I'm close. Close enough on the outside to be there in 2 1/2
hours. Im also close enough on the inside to tell you to get your butt in your car and get HERE. Lots of cuddles and love a small way away. You want it...ask...or come get it! Loves for you... ;0)

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Thx SO much, you're an absolute DEAR. I'm feeling MUCH better now...and if'n all works out well, I'll be 2.5 hours from you all the time before very long... See ya' soon!

*snuggle*

[deviantgrrrl.livejournal.com]

You are loved and loving and loveable.

Re: *snuggle*

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Thx - muchly appreciated.