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Once again it dawns on me how incredibly extensive fascinating interesting varied my fambily really is...so many more folks to maintain contact with and go visit and plan to see then I'd really remembered. Today was: complex, varied, busy, full, amazing - emotionally and otherwisely. Cannot put it into words well.

Nostalgia mixed w/realization and acceptance of change. They say "the more things change the more they stay the same." I say: Bullsh!t. ...

Got a really nice complement today...makes me very happy and pleased and content and serene and joyous about myself both back when and now.

Now & again I worry a bit that I'm not doing nearly enough w/my life. Now & again I use such feelings as impetus (sp) to do more. Right now, here & now: happy & pleased...and ready & raring to go, to do more, to keep going, to travel, to sit tight, to BE...to be me. And I quite like it/this.

Blurch...blorgle...really cannot stick all I'm feeling into coherent phrases into words that'll come anywhere close to the fullness and richness I'm feeling and experiencing and being. Soaring...leaping...bounding...hoping...wishing...KNOWING...pleased as Punch.

Realized I've been a silly Bear of Very Little Brain, as a good friend, P-, who I last visited two (2) years back when he was still in NYC, has since moved to Boston, where I plan on going to hang out on Monday (mebbe o'morrow/later today/Sun afternoon, too). D'oh! We hung out a lot way back when, when I returned from the year in England and he was still doing theatre stuff at UCLA (pre-dramaturging for his M.A. in New Haven).

So much, so many, so...wonderful, amazing, superlatively neato. Gots to go try to sleep now, 'cause there's another few daze here from which to milk the teet of experience and slurp the cream off the top.