Why Do I Even Bother?

[mlerules]

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[twistedcat.livejournal.com]

because the alternative is less palatable?

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

Well, guess that's what's going on at some level inside. But I've had the alternative (been there, done/expererienced that) and can handle it. It's to some extent fear of the unknown and avoidance of what's req'd to re-acheive the alternative and dealing w/all that. Better the devil you know than the one you don't. Or something. Tired of devils. Don't need an angel. Perhaps need an angle...