Questioning
May. 31st, 2006 11:52 pmHave started asking myself a new set of qx. Good qx, but hard qx. Realizing that not all answers/responses are quick and easy. Must start recultivating my patience, 'cause good things can take time. And sometimes it takes some time to realize that something that seems good...really isn't so good after all. Sometimes I long for the ease of litmus tests, of simple black & white, of brightline tests w/clear answers...yet I know that this ain't very likely very often. So, I wait and see. Yet I cannot wait too long...and I must figure out how long too long is. Benchmarks can help. Some guidelines would help. Need to figure some out: what they are, how to measure 'em, how to measure changes to 'em, how to chart progress/regress/stagnation/whatEVER...and when and how to let intuition guide me. Life's confusing sometimes. Nonetheless, it's a good life.
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Date: 2006-06-01 05:38 pm (UTC)Everything else is shades of grey and rainbow spectrum stuff.