Being With the Feeling / Going w/the Flow

It's all very well and good to try to "be with the feeling." But when confronted w/a whole mess o' feelings, contradictory and overwhelming and chaotic - how does one "just be" w/them?! I'm not trying to parse 'em or analyze 'em (or even identify/label 'em), but they're slip-sliding all over the freakin' place, shape-shifting and morphing...hmm, mebbe accepting this process is all part of it. Suppose so.

It's the whole ambivalent = of 12 minds thingie again, 'cept it's feelings rather than points of view.

Meanwhile, there's a lovely sunset going on outside (which I can see from inside), even as I'm starting to go stir-crazy sitting at home, guzzling tea 'n' hot 'n' spicy soup while the green goo goblins mine their precious fluids (Martian blood?) from inside my head and spray 'em down the back of my throat. Don't wanna get sick(er), but do need to do something other than putter about at home here at the Hive (even if'n kittenhead Havana's happy 'nuff having me all to herself), reading, putting things 'n' stuff away, doing laundry, lining ducks up in a row for next weekend's SoCal jaunt.

*SHOUTING DOWN A WELL ONCE AGAIN: I WANNA GET WELL...AND DO WELL...AND BE WELL*