Annoyed & sad. Somewhat frustrated. Somewhat WTF. Dunno how it's happened, but it has. Regrets? Some. But there doesn't appear to be anything I can do to change things, other than not burn any bridges...will tuck it away and get back to it another time. Perhaps things will shift and "get better" or be better...or something. Drifting's sad, but it happens. Time for me to move on...or rather, to accept that I've been moved on. Dang. Sigh.