Off-Lineness
Dec. 21st, 2005 10:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mlerulesBeen off here for a while now. Not easy getting on-line, what w/computers being locked up in the safe and later on being needed to file grades and whatnot. Have had many adventures...but they're mostly past now, so not sure how much to bother saying 'bout 'em. Tidbits:
Uncle Abdul & Battery Boys versus Roly-Poly Pudding & Grand Fun @ Dickens Fest (even w/power outages postponing entrance by two hours) & Arts 'n' Crafts and Dido - cutest new purse in ages (meow) & relaxing and reading (de Lint, Grafton & Hiaasen) and shuttling to SFO & good long discussions 'bout Non-Violent Communication and Poly and existentialism and linguistics and shared reality and concepts of culture and phenomelonology and epistomology...and friends moving away, moving on, doing their things which may or may not include folks from the past (e.g., ME).
We trimmed the tree last night which was really really nice, w/eggnog and reminiscences 'bout where various ornaments came from and stories told again (and new ones heard). Having a grand time up here. Feeling a bit disconnected from folks away from right here, but hoping this'll change once I return post-x-mas.
Loads o' thought going on...feelings being recognized, sorted out...trying to figure out What's Next w/R-ships and all. Dunno. Feeling a bit disconnected, unappreciated/unrecognized/unsure of where I stand and/or what the future holds...of what I'm wanted/needed/desired for...of expectations, desires, needs. Enjoying being up here...and enjoying thinking of being back Home again. This is Home, but so is HOME itself. So much pent up...but so what, why stick it here?!
Uncle Abdul & Battery Boys versus Roly-Poly Pudding & Grand Fun @ Dickens Fest (even w/power outages postponing entrance by two hours) & Arts 'n' Crafts and Dido - cutest new purse in ages (meow) & relaxing and reading (de Lint, Grafton & Hiaasen) and shuttling to SFO & good long discussions 'bout Non-Violent Communication and Poly and existentialism and linguistics and shared reality and concepts of culture and phenomelonology and epistomology...and friends moving away, moving on, doing their things which may or may not include folks from the past (e.g., ME).
We trimmed the tree last night which was really really nice, w/eggnog and reminiscences 'bout where various ornaments came from and stories told again (and new ones heard). Having a grand time up here. Feeling a bit disconnected from folks away from right here, but hoping this'll change once I return post-x-mas.
Loads o' thought going on...feelings being recognized, sorted out...trying to figure out What's Next w/R-ships and all. Dunno. Feeling a bit disconnected, unappreciated/unrecognized/unsure of where I stand and/or what the future holds...of what I'm wanted/needed/desired for...of expectations, desires, needs. Enjoying being up here...and enjoying thinking of being back Home again. This is Home, but so is HOME itself. So much pent up...but so what, why stick it here?!
