Congregation of Conjugals

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Composing / conducting in my head. I’m not so much creating my life as conducting it. It’s more like free form jazz: wandering off in different directions, often swerving back to where I was before (perhaps where I am / who I am deep within myself). I’m not always convinced there is such a central/core place or person. But I’ve come not to worry about it. I’ve found enough of myself and figured out how it works, how it all meshes together, how to get it to do what I tell it (myself) to do, to believe that I can always get by, howsoever it may happen.

I find myself appreciating more and more these days the love, respect, and acceptance my family offers and provides. Trying to pass this along to those dear to me. To repeat one of my fave lines of late: “There are two ways of spreading light: to be the candle or the mirror that reflects it.” - Edith Wharton