Morning Ramble
Nov. 3rd, 2005 09:57 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mlerulesIt's been far too long since my morning ramble was a physical one rather than a mental one. I want - nay, NEED - to GET OUT, to wander, to roam, to explore, to be amongst the trees, to feel the breeze around my knees. But I have the sense not to push it right now. I'll give it another week, or a few days at least. Sigh. It's when I can't do something that I miss it the most.
Started thinking 'bout Love earlier, 'bout how it's an ideal we strive for, something we seek to reach/approach/achieve, a state of being/mind/existence. Found myself not long ago seeking it...in all the wrong places (well, in one particularly inappropriate place). Managed, through facing the truth of the matter and pulling on some source(s) of internal emotional strength, to stop myself, to rein myself in, to pull myself back from the brink. Am quite pleased to have done this, to have withstood a test, to have not fallen/given in. Now I'm quite pleased to be where I am. It's a good situation. I stand where I choose to stand (and lay where I choose to lay).
Started thinking 'bout Love earlier, 'bout how it's an ideal we strive for, something we seek to reach/approach/achieve, a state of being/mind/existence. Found myself not long ago seeking it...in all the wrong places (well, in one particularly inappropriate place). Managed, through facing the truth of the matter and pulling on some source(s) of internal emotional strength, to stop myself, to rein myself in, to pull myself back from the brink. Am quite pleased to have done this, to have withstood a test, to have not fallen/given in. Now I'm quite pleased to be where I am. It's a good situation. I stand where I choose to stand (and lay where I choose to lay).
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Date: 2005-11-03 06:41 pm (UTC)