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mlerulesFinding my patience at low ebb this morning.
This afternoon's flower-outing may mellow the peaky minor frustrations/annoyances the above may engender.
Turns out this weekend ain't next weekend after all. Well, PHEW! And *exhalation* Yet also feeling a bit in limbo now, again (even if'n - at least in part - for diff reasons).
Perhaps I'm feeling impatience & frustration w/moi-meme? Been feeling like returning to my for-so-long SigLine of “Love is the active concern for the life and the growth of that which we love.” – Erich Fromm
But then I wonder: do I love myself enough? Have I been stagnating? Yeah yeah, a rolling stone gathers no moss, but that doesn't mean it's growing, unless by "growing" it means to accumulate grime 'n' wear 'n' tear 'n experience. Hmm, considering Wear & Tear as growth...
Only works if'n I learn from my experience(s) and don't keep making the same damn mistakes.
Increased good judgment is a worthy goal.
This afternoon's flower-outing may mellow the peaky minor frustrations/annoyances the above may engender.
Turns out this weekend ain't next weekend after all. Well, PHEW! And *exhalation* Yet also feeling a bit in limbo now, again (even if'n - at least in part - for diff reasons).
Perhaps I'm feeling impatience & frustration w/moi-meme? Been feeling like returning to my for-so-long SigLine of “Love is the active concern for the life and the growth of that which we love.” – Erich Fromm
But then I wonder: do I love myself enough? Have I been stagnating? Yeah yeah, a rolling stone gathers no moss, but that doesn't mean it's growing, unless by "growing" it means to accumulate grime 'n' wear 'n' tear 'n experience. Hmm, considering Wear & Tear as growth...
Only works if'n I learn from my experience(s) and don't keep making the same damn mistakes.
Increased good judgment is a worthy goal.
