The New Porn:
Apr. 20th, 2005 10:41 pmreading good baking recipes aloud. Lust. Delightful shudders. Drool. Sugar & Spice and everything nice. Snips & Snails and puppy dog tails. Jeff had two kittens: Scratch & Sniff. This amused me greatly.
New rule to live by: Savour the flavour. Of life. Rich. Emotional poverty's a b!tch. Just Say No. (To JC)
The Crucifixion of Bullwinkle adorns my wall.
Gearing up...gearing myself up. Getting ready for the last push. Feels like I'm f*king giving birth to this thing! Is it creativity that courses through me - or panic/adrenalin that'll somehow get me through this even though I don't feel like I know what the he!! I'm doing. It's always like this. How can I possible think I can get through this as a living if'n I can scarcely handle the school stuff, the bureaucracy, the nonsense, the BS? Well, it IS possible. But really, not quite now, not quiet yet. Need time. Not sure for what. Maybe to regroup. Maybe to recharge.
Time is a luxury. I know it. I appreciate it greatly. It's soon to be mine again.
New rule to live by: Savour the flavour. Of life. Rich. Emotional poverty's a b!tch. Just Say No. (To JC)
The Crucifixion of Bullwinkle adorns my wall.
Gearing up...gearing myself up. Getting ready for the last push. Feels like I'm f*king giving birth to this thing! Is it creativity that courses through me - or panic/adrenalin that'll somehow get me through this even though I don't feel like I know what the he!! I'm doing. It's always like this. How can I possible think I can get through this as a living if'n I can scarcely handle the school stuff, the bureaucracy, the nonsense, the BS? Well, it IS possible. But really, not quite now, not quiet yet. Need time. Not sure for what. Maybe to regroup. Maybe to recharge.
Time is a luxury. I know it. I appreciate it greatly. It's soon to be mine again.