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For some reason this really hits hard. Perhaps b'c it's also the BF's age. Tears now streaming down my face as I contemplate mortality. Yeah, and the fact that I've now made it to the age my father had reached when he died doesn't help.
Neither does the current Mix-Tape playing: an ongoing project of Mellow tunes. Current count: 150 tracks, over nine (9) hours of music. Thankfully the sun just came out and brightened up the day. Realizing the importance of living life fully and well now, because we don't know how much time we have, either overall or in decent health.
So glad he's sleeping so doesn't have to see my tears/grief/distress. Yeah, well, apparently I'm now using this space like I used to use LiveJournal...
For some reason this really hits hard. Perhaps b'c it's also the BF's age. Tears now streaming down my face as I contemplate mortality. Yeah, and the fact that I've now made it to the age my father had reached when he died doesn't help.
Neither does the current Mix-Tape playing: an ongoing project of Mellow tunes. Current count: 150 tracks, over nine (9) hours of music. Thankfully the sun just came out and brightened up the day. Realizing the importance of living life fully and well now, because we don't know how much time we have, either overall or in decent health.
So glad he's sleeping so doesn't have to see my tears/grief/distress. Yeah, well, apparently I'm now using this space like I used to use LiveJournal...
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Date: 2026-06-15 01:24 pm (UTC)