Isolation

[mlerules]

Been here (SoCal) for over a week now. Had a glorious time w/loves and friends. Also took care of loads o' biz, getting ducks lined up in rows, knocking down others previously lined up, cleaning up messes, &c. Compartmentalizing lots. Feeling right now both very close to and very distant from folks...geography be damned. Oh, this ain't making much sense and I'm too knackered to make it clearer. Wanting/needing SOMETHING, not sure what. Engaging in physical activity where I accomplish things and see/feel/know I'm making a difference will likely help lots.

Saw Revolutionary Road tonight, so'm thinking about folks giving up - or drifting away from - dreams, passions, desires - in exchange for expediency, for meeting others' expectations, for ease...lots more to say/think 'bout along such lines. But sleep's calling, a few more phone calls in the a.m. await my attention, and I must finish packing.

Comments

[siouxiequeue.livejournal.com]

*hug* wow, that's a whole lot of thinky thought fodder, right there in one little paragraph...
hang in, get sleep, be well!

*love*

[sidhefire.livejournal.com]

Sounds like quite a lot to think about... looking forward to seeing you back up this way again!
*huggles*

[ignusfaatus.livejournal.com]

dreams...
this is one of my favorite icons.

In reality, I do not regret letting go of my dreams.
THey have changed so many times, would I have ever been happy with them for more than six months?

[wildwoosi.livejournal.com]

Here's SOMETHING:

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Wiggly giggly hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Not sure if that's what *you* wanted/needed, but I wanted/needed to give them to you.

And will in person later today :)

[vonvoncake.livejournal.com]

::hugs::

I know it's not much, long distance and all, but know that they are waiting for you when you get back up north with a cup of tea on the side.