Thick-Head Similar to Sleep-Dep

[mlerules]

We'll see how this goes, although where it goes interests me more. Time for a full-on ramble... Feels like it's been a long-@ss while since I've rambled on at length here. Perhaps anywhere? I do miss having folks - individuals - to focus my rambles to/at, who'll respond w/their own thoughts/ideas. I miss the back-and-forthing, the exchange of thoughts, the sharing of lenses through which we view the world, smacking the handball of ideas around and enjoying the bouncebacks. Been a while since I've had this, and I miss it.

This applies both vis-a-vis e-mailing/msg'ing back and forth and engaging in disco/convo via LJ.

And my mind-puddle's apparently shallower today than I'd thunk it...sadly. Wanting to spark against someone else's mind. *sigh* It'll happen. Perhaps not here. Not sure where. Need to open the circles s'more, expand the paths, set my sights higher/further? Dunno quite how, but something's gotta change. Inklings exist as to what's needed, or at least what'll help feed my needs. Cannot do a whole lot 'til I'm feeling better, as being confined to the couch ain't ideal. Once my head's drained of snot it'll be ready for filling w/better stuffs. Hmm, phlegm as compost?

More brain-fodder's needed...

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[magickalmom.livejournal.com]

I miss said back and forth brain ball as well. It seems I am so focused on the thing which is school and my drive to excel so that I can slide into the perfect job that will support my family and I while J chances his dreams in the Physician's Assistant world of medicine... till stressful and fulfilling but I miss that piece of me that was wrapped up in my community and my friends, the me that would take a road trip to see someone over the boarder "just because", the me who dressed everyday like it was her last instead of the girl who lives in fear of screwing her chance at a good job because they can't accept that one of their employees may enjoy dressing like a fae, a steampunk, or a wicked wench to do her grocery shopping.

Yeah... *passes you some mucinex* I think I miss you a ton.... and I want to run away to PDX... a part of me is hoping that I get a clinical site in PDX just so I can catch up with you again! LOL

[mlerules.livejournal.com]

*hugs & hopes that your dreams come true and your nightmares go away*