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I would really like for someone to do for/to me what I've (apparently - so I've been told) done for others. But it may not even be an intentional thing/doing. In fact, it may well not be. Trying might even make it impossible (but mebbe not).

I'm bummed that I'm in a bit of a funk (actually that should be past tense, as I'm just now starting to come outta it, to rise above, to pull myself up as I type) rather than smiling gleefully in anticipation of the next week. Not that the funk had anything to do w/upcomings. In fact, mebbe I should revel in the funk as an experience of a pure In-the-Now moment (unaffected by near future goodness). Okay, I MUST be feeling better: I'm once again finding silver linings in dark clouds. Hee!

These words (from Shakespeare in Love) are becoming more 'n' more important to me: "It'll All Work Out. How? It's A Mystery!" Something something something about having faith...and realizing that having faith in myself matters lots. ( Read more... )

Gonna crawl back in bed and see if'n I can get at least a few hours of sleep under my belt before o'morrow's Toad Rip.